yet another small amount of time online... i began talking with one of my friends and have come to the realization that i need new friends.  explanation:  i was very depressed for a long time... like years.  probably just that teenager crap that everyone goes through.  but now i'd like to think that i've matured a little.  the unhappiness comes and goes a lot less even now than before.  but while i was like that i didn't really talk with anyone.  i searched out my friends to do stuff in order to get my mind away from everything.  now though all i hear is what i went through from my friends... nonstop.  you defnintely get sick of it and it only brings me down.  so goddamn negative.  but then again that is probably why we all became such good friends in the first place.  so looking forward to college.  only a year away.