friends can really work wonders.  me and one of my friends talked for about an hour last night about how shitty everything was and blowing our brains out... it was an interesting talk but i was pretty down last night.  so when i showed up at school immediately one of my friends started talkign with me and then as i was walking through the hall josh (the friend i was talking to about blowing our brains out) was like "HEY OWEN, nice to see your alive still!"  it was funny.  it also really improved my mood immediately.  yay for friends.