another thing that bugs me... it seems as if josh and greg like to use their depression to get attention.  they get a real kick out of people noticing they aren't feeling great.  i find that disgusting for a lot of different reasons but then on the other hand i think that the reason they are upset the most is because they feel as if they are all alone in the world and when they get attention it tells them otherwise.... but still i think all of that is sick.  how depressed are you when you wear your depression around like a badge, as if you were proud of it....