The days are numbered... 666... : vendetta red.  i really really like their cd that i have but i've only heard bad things about them in concert.  anyways, we had our football banquet tonight and i got a few honors, honorable mention in our conference, 2nd team division 3 and 4 region 11.  first team north central ohio football coaches association.  as far as i could tell my honors got better as the voting got more difficult but i'm not sure if that is how it works... i think though, which is strange but hey i'm not going to complain.  this girl that i've liked for some time and have been torturing myself about admitted she has feelings for me... now most people would be ecstatic... hooray.... but no the situation does not allow me to be happy with that, in fact it is probably more frustrating to know she likes me than it was when i was under the assumption she didn't... o well that isn't very interesting reading.... but ha ha ha it is my journal.