so life has been kinda crazy.... i've been applying to colleges pretty soon i will be in the suspense of waiting to see who wants me.... *crosses fingers*.  Plus all of the teachers are laying stuff on us at school so we can get it all done before break.... how lousy is that.  o and i only have 1 gift bought for xmas.... lol i should really get on that.....  i'm a terrible xmas shopper... i never have any idea what to get people.... maybe i'm just not observant enough.   Then on the other hand i'm really picky about what i give people because i'm very anti-crap.  I think everyone should be anti-crap but our culture is definitely pro-crap.