sleep deprivation is not good for the emotionally unstable.... can really mess with your mind....i think our constant change in feeling is vital to keep us from not eating bullets... we already practically do the same thing everyday.... just think about how terrible it would be if we felt the same way everyday... so this pain you feel is really just keeping you alive... i forget where this idea is from (i think fight club).... yea.... they start fighting because feeling the pain from the fight is being alive... an awakening... it is better to feel pain and know u are alive than to go through life each day not feeling anything.... i'm not reading back over this post and i have a feeling none of it is going to make sense....