i'm not ready to grow up... i don't want to. i enjoy listening to angry music, depressing music, stealing things, being irresponsible, and trying to live every day. i don't want to get stuck in a routine, have responsibilities, be mature... it's all too close. i'm not ready to be at the point in my life where i'm not growing up anymore.... ya know. where i actually have to eat healthy and get excercise or my body will atrophy, make money so i can survive.... i could do all that but i don't want to and i don't see myself ever wanting to.... i have a hard to understanding how adults get adult mindsets... i mean it doesn't make sense to me to want to work, take care of kids, be responsible.... seems to me it is more like people are forced into being like that... and how can anyone enjoy it? (i'm not sure if this post is saying exactly what i want it to)