working is hell on earth... it is sad that it makes me angry that i can't get a job anywhere.... i've applied a billion places and no one is hiring... but what makes me especially mad about the whole thing is that this is such a big problem and i don't even really want a job.... it's just that i must have one... and soon... i donl't know how i'm going to handle working for the rest of my life.... school is one thing but actually working... sigh... the future looks real bright right now....