it is strange how fine a line being rude and mean is... ya know... very fine line... and the worst part is that so much of it is open to personal interpretation... it is also strange to think about things we don't realize about ourselves... cause as much as you may think you know yourself there is probably something that you have not noticed and you can't even imagine what it could be ... just the fact that you don't know what it is makes it impossible to think of it.... you just have to be very observant of yourself and come to whatever conclusions you can.... sorta makes me wonder what lessons i still have yet to learn in my life... and what occasions will spur that learning....