the butterflies are passive agressive

ok it really bugs the fuck outta me that the only girl that i have a slight inkling of feeling towards, is very religious, is not liberal, looks down on activism, and is insecure in a highschooly sorta way...  just had to say that.  i'm often asking myself how if i am close minded towards the conservative viewpoints because i honestly can not understand them in the sort of manner a terrorist bomber can not understand that the violence is not helping things only escalating them.... i can not begin to decipher why people are conservative instead of progressive.... and so i review all my beliefs and come to two conclusions i am either completely unaware of the world around me and am unable to comprehend things or people really are just that stupid.... now you tell me which one sounds like someone that could be committed to an insane asylum but the thing is i can not be convinced that people aren't stupid, i can not be convinced that i am grossly ignorant and close-minded... so i will continue on full force like the exact conservatives i despise who oppose gay marriage and support tax breaks for the rich... weird how this works....