with or without you i can't live

It's 9:00.   I am not talking to any people that I have not met before online.  It is already dark and the day has passed.  It is not like there is nothing in my life.  I am not leading an abnormal life.  In fact, my life is pretty busy.  I still don't do anything.  I sit here because there is nothing to do as the tasks pile up.  It is 9:05 now.  I don't think anything will be different about tomorrow.  The day after that will follow like the any other day.  I can only imagine that some unknown day in the future something will happen that will make that day June 20th or September 3rd instead of a tomorrow or yesterday that is forever forgotten.  Then again, perhaps that day will never come. Then I will die.  It is now 9:08.