It was one of those great nights/ It was in Ohio

keeping guessing at the last song now, c'mon

finally had some inspiration for an entry.  ava wrote "sunsets are intoxicating. as is open air, as is peace... who needs anything more?"  i often think the same thing.  problem is damn reality.  why can't we just live for that stuff.  i don't want a bunch of shit but unfortunately i still have to have a dmn job.  i still have to spend a majority of my life doing something not because i chose to doit but because i have to do it.  now that is shitty.  this is a repeat post by me but something i can't get over.  i have also been thinking about how people think a lot lately and i've come to the conclusion that our upbrining and environment is the greatest factor in being able to think abstractly.  you see adults that still can't see different sides to problems and yet there are 12 year old kids that can.  although as i write this it seems as if biology would play a great role but from my personal experience, i believe i have to credit my environment.  I think if i were in a different environment i never would have developed into the person i am.... well this post isn't ver good either.