props to greg http://imsoboredwithme.blogdrive.com

ok i think i have a problem.  i believe i have some sort of weird fetish or fascination or attraction to girls with problems.  as if the only girls i can feel as if i really relate to are ones that open up to me about all their problems.  why is this?  i don't really want to date a girl who feels as if life is terrible and they have all sorts of problems but yet girls that are happy and realize their problems aren't they big of a deal i just can't seem to relate to.  can't have good conversations with them or get to the point where i feel as if i have feelings for them.  i'd say this problem could be pretty detrimental to me finding a good relationship cause i don't know how i could possibly have a good relationship with someone that isn't even mature enough to put their problems in perspective.  and how am i supposed to be really happy with a partner that isn't happy?  yea i should fix that...