props to sarah http://patternsinstatic.motime.com check out her new blog if you get a chance, not much in it yet....

i'm in the process of reading the fountainhead and i read a quote i really like so i'm going to have to share it with everyone "Is it an inspiring sight to see a man commit a heroic gesture, and then learn that he goes to vaudeville shows for relaxation? Or see a man who's painted a magnificent canvas --- and learn that he spends his time sleeping with every slut he meets?" i have a really hard to admiring people, it seems as if the most i can do is say "yea i really like that person". I just can't get over people's flaws. and it's not like i don't have flaws, i wouldn't expect people to think any differently of me but i don't understand how people can see others and say "you are my hero" "or you are my role model" or "you are my idol". just never really made sense to me.... there is no such things as perfection in people ya know and often times that just makes me reject everyone, i just become totally disgusted with everything.