i hate colleges... i hate that i probably won't get into the college at which i met a student who got in with much lower test scores than myself, plus a plethora of other colleges.  i hate that if i wait a year i have a much better chance of getting in cause i will have better connections... this is a sticky situation... am i silly to even have the thought run through my head to tell the connections i have to not do anything?  you have to play the game right but if you despise the game aren't you just as bad for buying into it?