i remember when i was little i watched the movie "the search for bobby fischer" and it inspired me to play chess more.  i went through a time when i played a lot.  who knows when i got older i would discover that bobby fischer was a prejudiced bastard.  it is strange how when we are little we look up to people and they never fail to have qualities that dissappoint and disgust.  then we reach the point when we stop looking up to people.  and realize no one is that great.  everyone has their slimeball side.